I hope you are all doing well and are safe from COVID, cause it sucks, but I'm writing this to whoever is reading that I'm leaving the FANDOM. Ironic, since I've left for a month or more. For all the new users, hello! Welcome to the wiki. I really hope you enjoy it here, it's a lovely place with heaps of friendly faces, although you can't really see them :)
The reason why I am leaving the FANDOM base is because I have found myself guilty of certain things that have quite a lot to do with my beliefs, broken morals and family. It's month-old news for me but just tipping you. I'm not trying to insult anyone, but I have become a… what do you call it… better. I'd like to think that. Despite all this, I do not think that this FANDOM is an evil place, or that it's making me leave it. Don't give your attention to the things that give the wrong intention. But that's what I did.
It's a more personal walk to make myself better, available to do better and good things. Yeah, I know, it took me a whole month (or more) to make myself write this letter. But if I didn't do it now, I'd be too scared to do it at all. I don't know what you all think of me for ditching Selah, ditching Sage, bailing out on the Throne of Glass rp wiki, and I apologize for that. I should have let you know that I'd be leaving for a whole damn month! I'm sorry for ditching the rp, and this sounds selfish, but I'm leaving because it helps me.
All of you helped me so greatly in just being my friends! I didn't exactly have that daily feeling of talking to anyone other than my siblings because I'm homeschooled. I've learned to like my homeschool, and appreciate my mum for sacrificing her time and patience to help me complete this alphabet-incorporated-math! I've learned to appreciate so many things I've been ungrateful for, acknowledge my blessings and even give some, too. I used to be so negative, unwelcoming, and selfish… Ha! I'm still working on my attitude though, it gets me every time.
Currently, I'm working on an informative speech and am required to RECORD myself and hand it to my teacher… if you're like me, you hate your mirror but then love it when you wake up on the good side of the bed, and hate it when you take a nice photo of yourself because you looked good in the mirror... but it looks like you took the photo on a calculator… ew.
Not my point, but we all have trials and scars and goals and sometimes broken things that need a bit of glue. I'm not crying when I'm writing this, but it doesn't mean I miss you all any less, but it means that you should be happy, and find your big ideas, score your goals and repair the broken. I still make mistakes, but we're all a work in progress, like pottery a tiny bit. This is taking me forever to form the words but I guess this is where I say goodbye… to all of you magnificent people who have so much to know, learn and love:
Nori G @Celaena Sardothien 828 , Selah @Aestrid Ashryver I know you left but oh well, Sage @Sage Havilliard , Hayles @Hayley Havilliard - umm, awkward, I dunno if you changed you user or someone @ her, Ren @AelinAndRowanForever!!! delete my status but not Arreth!!! Athena @Athena1400 , Mads, argh, forgot your user... aaaaaannnndddd the whole lot of people I have ever spoken to. And if you need any advice, go to @Ali Darling ;) Her brain is big...
"She is more precious than rubies," - Proverbs 31:10
But I actually might return when I'm in a better state, but happy birthday to all of you guys, Merry Christmas and happy new year because I don't think I'll be here to say it… anyway, love me heaps… I mean love you heaps…
-Gav
Oh by the way, I mean, ALL THE FRICKING WAY, Gavriel is mine, and if you use my username with anything else in it, don't, you unoriginal peasant. 💝
-Gav
Oh and Sage, kill Jardyn off or keep her, she's yours, I guess... since Valerian was yours too.
Finals, -Gav...