I love Aelin but she had her entire family slaughtered, forced to become an assassin by a groomer who “rescued” her, had her bf tortured and killed, was a literal slave, forced to serve the man who slaughtered her family, lost her best friend, her new bf called her a monster, had her beloved cousin held hostage and almost executed because of her, her other good friend got possessed by a demon and she nearly had to kill him, almost sexually assaulted by her former teacher, possessed by an evil god, realized she had to sacrifice herself, turned herself in to enemy forces and was brutally tortured for months, lost her body, etc. Soo not exactly the ideal life.